couldn't sleep. haven't been able to sleep correctly for a while now

things are still not good. feeling about on level with the entry below.

i'll be real clinical with anyone reading this though:

i am not a danger to myself or others.

i am just Tired.

and i'm going to keep being tired until things start working out a little better for me. or maybe get my medication refilled. whichever comes first.

i finally caught covid and broke my 4 year clean streak and it coincided with a bunch of job interviews so. ya know. couldn't go to those to finally find an outside job and stop being a computer people full time

ever so slowly realizing that the pandemic has made me much more agoraphobic than i was before we got shut inside. thats neat.

things are rough brother.

but at least my blogs cute and pink to distract from it.