cheese and crackers i've been feeling some type of way recently but like, its not necessarily a bad way. at least it doesn't feel like it. not yet anyway.

but things have been going pretty good since i came back from vacation, although i'm SO OVER having to drive everywhere already again, give me back my good public transportation.

AND CHEAP SNACKS!! snackies are so expensive, literally went to work one day, got upset i had to drive, then when i get off work late i can't go anywhere for food except for like, CVS or something.

and CVS had the balls to charge 7 dollars for a drink and a candy bar!!! granted it was a 2 liter but still!! i couldv'e gotten so much shit from the konbini for 7 dollars!! i wanna go back!!

thats the plan though, we are going back, but not in the summer that shit was miserable to walk around in. and i wanna be able to wear cute outfits instead of tank tops and shorts every day.

BUT ANYWAY.

also when i came back from japan, i got a raise! but my hours have also been severely cut because it always works like that doesn't it. ugh.

its like, 17 hours instead of the normal 28 i usually get for part time. and it's still part time, but there's a bright side to it at least because one of the ladies i work with is offering to put in a good word for me with city hall because there may be an opening coming up due to a uh, situation happening down there that i don't think i can talk about publicly because i'm not supposed to talk about it. but ya know, office gossip travels teehee.

which is weird because theres apparently another thing happening at the other place i'm trying to nepo baby my way into via my aunt, but that ones way more complicated and also i don't think im allowed to talk about either.

fucking, what are the odds that the lady thats supposed to review my application would be under investigation while i try to switch jobs? man.

in other news i've been working on and off of a 3d model of someones character that i thought was super cute because i figured hey, they've been radio silent for a couple months theres no way they'll see me doing my silly little hobby until like, after i finish probably. which is fine by me tbh.

and wouldn't you know it like three days after i started they dm me and say hey this looks sick lemme know when its finished.

sure will dude! thanks for looking! why'd you have to come back now!!!!

sorry i'm a reclusive little hermit crab and the horrifying ordeal of being known frightens me back into my shell. but it was nice of them to message me because i think they make cool stuff.

maybe i'll make more cool people cool stuff once i finish this thing i'm working on. just to keep the momentum rolling like i had way back in the day.