well that job finally came through, only problem is now i feel bad about uprooting and leaving after being there for only about 6 months and actually making nice with all the people that i work with

my work was easy, it was repetitive but it was easy. but i think the only thing holding me back was the growing agoraphobia that's been festering in me since... well about 2019 to be honest.

ya know, when we all got locked inside and everything sucked, it still sucks but it really sucked then. and now i'm going to be cooped inside an office doing paperwork with like, zero outside folks to bother me.

it's like the dream right? but i still kind of feel bad for leaving so soon. there was about three people i actively talked to there that i knew their names but, i have to remember that as soon as our pay went up they cut our hours HARD and that pissed me off. just gotta hold onto that so it doesn't hurt my feelings nearly as much when i leave next week, ya know?

also? small pay increase and the hours are more normal instead of mid day to ass o'clock at night.

and on the plus side they don't mind i had a previous engagement planned for the end of december coming up, which i still need to buy the plane ticket for.
oops.

journaling is nice, i should do it more often. helps you compartmentalize a little better.